Well as some of you know... and some don't my bestfriend has just been diagnosed with Hodgkins Lymphoma which is a type of Cancer! she has forever inspired me and i look up to her allot. She's staying incredibly strong and so am i!

we are going to Fight this hand in hand!

people are and were shocked as she's only 24 and young! but i think more people need to know more about this kind of cancer as it seems to be a "young persons and children's cancer".

it started out as a large lump/swelling clearly visible on her collarbone area. it was painless... luckily she got it checked out and it has now spread to the other side of her neck. you can check out the symptoms of this form of cancer online and if you have anything you are worried about or is abnormal for you...please get it checked out at the earlier these things are caught the better it is!!!

thankyou

Em

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Gosh i haven't been on here for a while and sooo for that i do apologise!

Iv been wrapping up presents today like an Elf on speed haha.

The snow is slowly melting allowing us to get the cars out and about as our road was like a skating rink lol.

I noticed something this morning... which is a little strange... iv always had chubby hands but since playing piano and juggling they are a more "normal" size... i can even fit my mums rings lol its good as my hands are quite small and so being thinner makes my fingers look less stubby haha.

Hope everyone is warm and well!!

off to go heat myself up some Mulled wine... *wishes they did it all year round*

ok SOOOOO iv just finished decorating the house for our Halloween party.... we are having tomorrow night... tomorrow morning iv got to straighten my hair,,,carve 2 possibly 3 pumpkins... make 12 halloween biscuits and 12 cakes and decorate them... i then need to set the grave yard up in our front yard and also add all the cobwebs.... i also need to help my dad rig up the ghostly lady that flys down and scares the crap out of unaware visitors haha... then my best friend is coming over at 5... so i can do her make up and lend her a top hat... shes going as the mad hatter... and iv also got to do my make up and hair... then let the party commence..

GAH its coming up sooo soon...... first i was going as the girl from the Ring (samara) but couldn't find an outfit that wouldn't cost the bomb... so then i was going as a broken doll....but nope been there done that...sooo now im going as a clown as i kinda have an outfit and stuff ^_^

what are you guys going as?

what iv been up to ?

iv been updating my portfolio with new sketchings and paintings... also been re-doing my website as an online portfolio....

and then theres practicing piano and also Juggling new tricks and learning new contact stuff... i have now got the hang of the butterfly :D

So im thinking of making and selling my own soaps,bath bombs and body butter/whips.... their will be scents for everyone but im not too sure weather they will be a hit or miss sooo im gonna back a batch of different products and test them on family and friends to see if they are worth selling on my etsy shop ^_^

www.etsy.com/shop/Rowansworld

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I'v been thinking of ideas for make-up tutorials on youtube, i want to do a series but im not sure what to do.

I hopefully will try to pick one that hasn't been done too often,,,as lets face it most have been dont before.

im thinking, *iconic tim burton inspired looks*,

i know iv done alice in wonderland but im thinking maybe looks like:

jack skellington

sally

*characters from nightmare before christmas*

Corpse bride inspired

and so forth ^_^

im also thinking of doing some Coraline inspired looks :)

along with all my requests and hauls and stuff :)